The Wall

Not very often but every once in a while I seem to hit this wall.I dont know if I just cant keep up the pace any longer or if its just my body saying slow down man.I love living in a city but it does demand a certain pace of life along with family work and church and stuff it sometimes just goes to far and then theres the wall.

Jesus knew what he was doing when he said come aside and let us rest a while.I dont know why but I do find that difficult and I guess thats why we have the wall.The wall just stops you but it then leaves you in pieces.Anyway just wanted to share the fact that im knackered .But also that being here brings a whole new set of problems.

Everything seems to become so much harder to do and I guess it feels like a bit of depression.It becomes difficult to see what God is doing and the problems get much bigger than they really are.Haviing been here before I know the signs and that helps but the only way out is to spend some time staying still enough for body mind and spirit to recover.This is the difficult part this requires me staying still and others taking over or maybe we all have to stay still?

Gods plans I guess are long term so he does not need to hurry.Maybe thats the clue to avoiding the wall.

"Depression is anger without enthusiasm"